Journey

Morning well what can I said  I'm a woman with need though I'm still on progress controlling my emotion Not easy but I try my best to control it But everytime I'm on my progress to do it always always always always obstacle come to the surface arrrggghhh..... It keep testing me a lot Why can I have a nice quiet life? I know I have anger problem n I'm doing my best to manage it Do you think I have to take an anger management class? Maybe I should Every time anger say hi to me, It make me like a volcano ready to explode *sigh* I just want to live my life as normal as it is But I guess being normal is not easy as the definition Why I always want someone to be with me?? I know I can live without someone as long as I have God by my side I used to be independent strong n dependable woman...... I really really really need to be that girl again I have to be like I used to be Maybe I should stop using English now It's kinda irritating Me doi...

Do u think being happy is a sin? Trying to make yourself happy is not easy as said It's so damn hard to do thou Smile or laugh doesn't determine you are happy But many people, well mostly though, said smile is the key of happiness..... it's completely bullshit!! Mostly people that put a big smile on their face is the most pathetic person ever!! You want prove..... go take a good look of Robin Williams, all his life were dedicated to entertain people but in the end he committed a suicide for over stress of his life.... That's just 1 from many example of it.... And me, were 1 of them..... Always put the biggest smile n laugh all the time just to hide the pain n struggle from other people... till I come to the day I almost, keyword : almost, the same thing as Robin *sigh* ckckckck... I keep on challenge him so bad well.. what can I say it's one of my favorite things to do.... pissing out man so bad *evillaugh* although it might end...

wooaaa..... they made me a Blog... how cool is that, it is such an honor for me but I'm glad they made it right in time just what I need now hhmmm.... what should I write  Here go again Just like yesterday and a day before before before The show must go on thou Extreme things action happen a lot Stick together stronger will be 2 head will be better than 1… is it? Really need exercise More endorphin needed Take a very deep breath Put the best smile Enjoying life and embrace it life can offer us so many things it depends on us which one is the right one put God first and others last too many obstacles  too many trial too many temptations happen every time in life can't deny it nor pretend nothing happen I really don't know what comes to me to write down in here.... Honestly I think I just need distraction for a while  Just sharpen my English thou I really wish I can go back to work with Expat ugghh... I don...

Good morning to you all, How are you guys today? Hopefully we all in good condition ya... I don't know if you guys like my blog or not, I don't even care, up to you all.... I start writing because I've got to have something to do to make myself busy Otherwise only God know what will happen So many disappoint matter in my whole life, I lost count thou... There's nothing like happiness ever touch my life I cover it very well enough for every one to know Nobody know, even my beloved mom dad n brother If you so curious to know it all.... stay tune yo If I'm feeling I like to tell you guys than I will, till then please hold your breath 😉😉 yeeaahh.... I'm back with my story guys hhmmm.... I really don't know where to start but I think the best start from the beginning. Hi.. Hello I'm Moreen born Dec 18, 1980 in Balikpapan, Indonesia. Mom and Dad said I'm the most adorable gorgeous baby girl whom look like an expat baby *chuckle...