Self Control

Morning


well what can I said 
I'm a woman with need though

I'm still on progress controlling my emotion
Not easy but I try my best to control it

But everytime I'm on my progress to do it always always always always obstacle come to the surface arrrggghhh.....

It keep testing me a lot

Why can I have a nice quiet life?
I know I have anger problem n I'm doing my best to manage it

Do you think I have to take an anger management class?
Maybe I should

Every time anger say hi to me, It make me like a volcano ready to explode *sigh*

I just want to live my life as normal as it is
But I guess being normal is not easy as the definition

Why I always want someone to be with me??
I know I can live without someone as long as I have God by my side

I used to be independent strong n dependable woman......
I really really really need to be that girl again
I have to be like I used to be

Maybe I should stop using English now
It's kinda irritating

Me doing nothing feels like slowly killing myself from up to down

I love reading so much instead of writing, but I don't know why now I prefer writing than reading

I'm really try to make myself useful but it always end up with chaos or disaster

What should I do right now?

Any solution for it?

Do you think I can hold for another 1 month.....

I don't think I can do it.....

Another hour to go.... it's killing me

How can I survive for another months *sigh*

I think there's something wrong with me, definitely wrong

I wish I have another source of money so I can  get out from here

OMG!!!! what should I do now.....

Let go or keep on stay......