Wasting time

wooaaa.....

they made me a Blog... how cool is that, it is such an honor for me
but I'm glad they made it right in time just what I need now

hhmmm....

what should I write 

Here go again

Just like yesterday and a day before before before

The show must go on thou

Extreme things action happen a lot

Stick together stronger will be

2 head will be better than 1… is it?

Really need exercise

More endorphin needed

Take a very deep breath

Put the best smile

Enjoying life and embrace it

life can offer us so many things

it depends on us which one is the right one

put God first and others last

too many obstacles 

too many trial

too many temptations

happen every time in life

can't deny it nor pretend nothing happen

I really don't know what comes to me to write down in here....
Honestly I think I just need distraction for a while 
Just sharpen my English thou

I really wish I can go back to work with Expat ugghh...
I don't know till when I'll stuck in here doing nothing
Slowly I'm loosing my interest to come to this office
But bills, lot of, keep playing in my head like a bird flying everywhere

I think I'm going to lose my mind if I stay here any longer
I don't suit here.... I guess

Pray more more more more more 

Now I become the enemy as well *sigh*

I need to stay strong 
I need to keep stand
I need to lower my head
I need to remain calm
I need to love myself
I need to walk with GOD
I need to forgive myself
I need to stay humble
I need to keep distance


Bipolar much....

well what can I say...

to many to handle I think *wink*

So much for wasting my precious time with him
I really need to hear n follow my brain instead of my stupid heart

Easy to say but definitely hard to do *sigh* 
But there's nothing I can do about it 
The show must go on 
Like it or not